2013..
Thirteen is my lucky number. I hope this is my lucky year.
Nothing can top getting married last summer. But finding a nursing job I can do from home on a part time basis would be pretty fantastic right now. I’m hoping I just come across someone that will pay me for my 10 years of experience in a health coach or health adviser role that I can do from home.
Leaving the house is problematic for me. Fatigue, fog, pain. I try and try and always the same result. I come home and crash for hours. I am terrified of interviewing for a new job. I can’t keep what I am going through under wraps. I physically LOOK ill, my face is swollen, one eyelid is drooping (probably a product of eye injections). Sometimes I can’t concentrate to save my life, and I end up asking people to repeat themselves. Its very difficult at times.
I at least looked at job listings today. Enough to rule out most of them.
I do plan on trying other things health wise to clear the brain fog and fatigue. I took a “detox” bath today. I made my husband try it first a few days ago when he was getting rid of a cold. Its just everyday ingredients added to a bath to make you sweat more. He survived so I gave it a whirl today. It wasn’t as I expected, my husband sweated way more than I did. But just being in warm water helps with the pain. I feel a little more fatigued, but it said that could be expected. We will see how I feel tomorrow.
Next step? Try to get back on some herbals. I know that inflammation is my enemy, and I plan on looking into things that are proven to decrease inflammation.
So two days into the New Year and I haven’t miserably failed with my “goals”. Yay!
I’ll take the small victories.
true life is stranger than fiction.. 