Does it ever end?

Just got over the concussion, now I have a new crisis.

My initiation into chronic illness came 8 years ago.  I worked in the ICU as a registered nurse.  I’m not sure exactly how it happened, I was on antibiotics that have now been proven to cause these types of issues, but I contracted c.diff.

For those of you who don’t know (lucky you!) c.diff is a spore forming bacterium that is absolutely devastating to the GI tract.  Most people who contract it are ill, older or younger.  Around the time I got sick, they were finding that more and more “healthy” people were contracting it from seemingly innocuous means, i.e. after surgery or while taking routine antibiotics.  I was relatively healthy (no fibro yet) and 23.

They theorize that my strain was the more “virulent” type recently found in Canada and that was spreading its way across the U.S.

Symptoms are usually massive diarrhea, for me, over 24 times per day, along with horrific stomach pain.  They really don’t have effective treatments for it other than more antibiotics.  Some which are toxic.  They are still experimenting with a “stool transplant” (pleasant, I know) to infuse the infected gut with “healthy” bacteria.

I became violently ill and required hospitalization.  Twice.  I was losing massive amounts of fluid from the constant diarrhea, and the pain (the churning) in my gut was unbearable.  I came thisclose to requiring a colectomy and pooping into a bag for the rest of my life.

About four months into the c.diff infection, I was diagnosed with fibro.  The theory there being that the overwhelming infection triggered the fibro.

It was 9 months and down 40lbs (which I couldn’t afford to lose at the time) later when I was finally deemed infection free.

The day I received this news was the day I found out I was pregnant with Sunshine.

Unfortunately her biological father wasn’t as happy as I was at the news.  We were married for less than a year when I got sick.  And the toll of the medical costs, the loss of my income (since I couldn’t work) and the stress of my illness more than likely contributed to the demise of our marriage.

Given the overwhelming immune response that occurred, they (the docs) think my autoimmune issues might have been triggered at this time as well.  Which leads me to present day.

I haven’t relapsed since 2006, but I have had GI issues since that time.  I have been extremely cautious about any antibiotic use.  I also found that I have to be VERY VERY careful with NSAIDS (think ibuprofen, naproxen, etc).

After concussion #4 I was prescribed some heavy duty NSAIDS.  I developed bleeding in my stomach after that.  It was treated easily with Nexium, but from then on I have had to stay away from any type of pain reliever other than Tylenol or Tramadol.  Fun for someone with a chronic pain condition.

The long term steroids further damaged my GI tract. And with this last concussion, and the subsequent migraines it spawned, and the fact that I twisted my knee exercising, I dipped back into the ibuprofen.  My migraine meds have naproxen in them.  And now I’m completely screwed.

I’m having bleeding again, horrific gastric reflux, and severe pain right under my sternum.  I wake up with a sore throat every morning.  I’m changing my diet as to not increase the pain, but it really isn’t helping.  I’m eating Zantac twice a day.

The pain is about 6-7 in my stomach for most of the day. And its getting worse.

I have an appointment with a GI doc in January.  I’m hoping that my PCP can call in something like Nexium to quell this volcano in my stomach.

And did I mention that I’ll be on the East Coast for the week between Christmas and New Years?

I’m stressed, the family issue is tense, and Christmas is a week away.

I’m just hoping that I get some relief soon.

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