What’s the thing you’ve wanted to do but haven’t (yet)?
I’ve mentioned this on days 12 & 13 before. I want to further my education in some way. Currently, I am not in the financial position (or the health position) to do that.
I also want to have another baby.
I want to experience with my husband all the things I missed out the first time around. Mainly, someone being excited about a new child, being eager to share in the ups and downs of pregnancy. I want to experience raising a child in a non-abusive situation. To know what it feels like to have an equal partner from the start.
My husband is a phenomenal father. To his son and to my daughter. There is no distinction for him whatsoever. As there is none with me when my bonus son is here. I am so lucky to have found someone who is willing to parent a child that didn’t come from them.
With my ongoing health issues, it is unclear if I will ever have another baby. We have both agreed that if it doesn’t happen “naturally” we will be ok with that.
I haven’t been on birth control in years, so it’s looking quite unlikely. But who knows…maybe we’ll be surprised.